Thursday, January 08, 2004
Fourth Conscious Projection
3/23/98...
| Fourth fully conscious AP |
Once I realized I was dreaming I lifted my arms up out of my dream body.
I wasn't here in my trailer. At least it did not seem that way. I was in another house. I sort of sat up out of my body. I was in a fairly large house. I walked by a mirror twice. Both times I stopped and looked into it. I appeared a bit like I look physically but there was a fluid like, undulating or pulsating going on. There was also a dark area on my face. I started to stretch upward and tried to jump in an attempt to fly. It didn't work. I tried again to no avail.
The next thing I recall I wanted to go to see a friend. (I asked for clarity a few different times). I closed my eyes and concentrated on the way I recall my friend’s energy while we hug. When I opened my eyes I was in what seemed to be a homeless shelter. There were beds all over, on the floor. I couldn't find anyone.
I asked to experience my higher self. I found myself in an access room. It was all Royal Red colored. As I stepped into it I noticed a painting of a monk or disciple on the wall to the right. I knelt down and was immediately humbled and thankful to be here. Spiral steps led up to the right. I climbed them. I could see four doors at the top of the stairs. I wondered where the four of them led. I thought that it might be a mistake to open the wrong door. |
When I started to get out of body the first time I recall feeling as if I could not do it comfortably because of the position my body was lying in. I recall having to return and wake up enough to move into a comfortable position on my back. The thing is I don't know if it was a dream body in another dream or my physical body in conscious waking reality?
Posted at 04:47 am by
S3TH
Fifth Conscious Projection
12/16/98
Fantastic Out of Body this morning. Hear the loud buzzing noise as I slowly separated.
I rose up out of my body from my head to my feet. I was fully aware of the process. It seemed as if I was in another place though. I recall trying to just walk through a bedroom door. I walked down a hall and an entrance to a room appeared to my right. In the entrance was a dog that appeared to be Star. I remember thinking that it must be Star's astral self as she could see me.
I seem to recall feeling a presence behind me. I looked in a mirror as I went back to the bedroom. I saw a second me following right behind me. I don't recall having any fear during the entire episode. |
Posted at 04:51 am by
S3TH
S3TH Speaks...No more counting
05/11/02
| Very strange...I was in the twilight state between Dreamtime and WCR. I knew I was astral yet I felt another presence. It spoke in a strange tongue. It sounded sort of like talking in reverse. I became too fearful to make a conscious move away from my body... |
MY first thought upon awakening was perhaps it was astral/ghost cat trying to speak to me. Immediately afterwards, the thought occured that perhaps it was SETH. I remembered reading the new thread in Dreamgazer's journal (that night) and wishing SETH would speak more clearly to me, rather than just working through my fingers all the time. So perhaps the fear is unjustified and I just need to get used to the additional presence. They weren't kidding when they said be careful what you wish for...you might just get it...
Posted at 04:55 am by
S3TH
Multidimensional Selves begins...
Conscious Astral Projections
5/31/2002
Funny this should happen the same night I told Dreama I am going to start becoming lucid and astral much more often now, right before going to sleep. I awoke at 4:00 AM to Missy's incessant meowing. I let her out and went back to bed. I forced myself to stay awake a bit longer while I concentrated on my intent to become lucid/astral. (an interrupted sleep method I remember using a long time ago, very similar to Lar's Body Check Method)
I was having a very surreal dream (details are sketchy now) when I realized I was dreaming.
I realized the very touch-and-go state of lucidity I was in so I affirmed more clarity. For good measure I affirmed 90% more lucidity (an additional thought Luc has mentioned in a DDB post)
I flew around a bit noticing that there was hardly any scenery. This realization made me aware of my astral state. I intended myself to where my body was sleeping. It was not the same body that I am typing this with. Yet I was sure it was me. I allowed myself to settle into the body and lifted back out. I did this again but rather then lifting back out I felt my consciousness move towards my current body and came to being aware of this body. Instead of lifting out again I went deeper and back to a non-lucid state again. ARGH... |
I know that our wonderfully intelligent head doctors would call this experience a false awakening but I am sure of the out-of-body state I was in. Upon awakening and awaiting insight on this I was reminded of the many trips that Monroe took where he ended up in another reality experiencing a multidimensional aspect of himself. This feels like what occured. Only the other aspect of myself was asleep as well. Maybe this is an easier transition for consciousness than moving into another self that is in an awakened state? Interesting none-the-less. Posted at 05:02 am by
S3TH
7/14/02
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOh ya! I'm back baby! And I'm never going back to the fear ever again...Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehaw!
I was working on some dreams at one of my favorite sites around three hours ago and I get the tingling around the top and back of my head...I associate this with SETH's presence. I stopped for a second and thought maybe this was Seth's way of letting me know now was a good time to enter Dreamtime. I think to myself maybe Dreamgazer is ready to link and the tingling turns into full body shivers. Well, that did it. I quickly finished up what I was doing and went to bed. I am still at my mom's on vacation.
Immediately I began to get a rocking feeling. I just continued to allow myself to feel it inviting the vibrational state and rest of the process to occur in my mind. I remembered Hal asking my why I don't astral project anymore. I told him I project every night like everyone else. It's just that not everyone remembers it.
I spoke to SETH asking him and SPIRIT to help me be free of my physical confines...I thanked Spirit for my physical body and assured I'd be back for it...lol...
I remembered the quote by Ghost I think it is about mastering the hypnagogic and laughed to myself. I was feeling like I was going to sleep so I reminded myself to stay very still if I came back from dreamtime so I could do a launch from the hypnagogic.
I had a Dreamtime adventure which I will add to my lucid dream and others thread and then I was in the hypnogogic in the exact same position I fell asleep and consequently (after 3 adventures) came back in. I stayed in that position during all three. I will post these in the next two posts due to length.
I had just come back from Dreamtime (posted elsewhere, I was server again at TGI Fridays to make it short). When I came back I stayed very still and in the hypnagogic state. I started becoming aware of my surroundings. It felt exactly like my mom's spare room. The dimensions felt the same.
I immediately became aware of another presence. This has been the thrust of my problem in recent times that has caused me to scrap attempts due to fear. I let my awarness stretch out so to speak and felt astral cat curled up behind my neck with it's head and paws touching the back of my neck. I could hear it purring and the rise and fall of it's breath. I reached back with my astral hand and scratched under it's chin.
I thought to myself there is nothing too scary here. I immediately changed my view where I was still perceiving from the bed but down further. I could see astral cat (She looked just like our physical cat) and myself lying with my back to me just as I would look from this new perspective.
I rolled very quickly and was standing at the foot of the bed. I was ready to start moving when I thought I should just think where I want to be. I glided around the foot of the bed to the walkthrough beside it. I started trodding by the bed. I didn't even think about looking at my body as I walked by as I was amazed at the heaviness of my step. I felt kind of heavy, a first. I stopped when I got past the bed and thought I should just think where I want to go and be there.
Next thing I know I am in a room. Dreama is there and dressed very nice. She asks me if I want to make love and I tell her I am astral traveling. That doesn't seem to bother her and we begin to make love. We stop before I expend myself (note to censors: is this clean enough...lol) Something else of a sexual nature happens with Dreama after she asks me if I was expended...(self-edited...Sorry, but this ain't HBO...lol). |
The conclusion of this brought me back to my sleeping position and in the hypnagogic state again. I felt astral cat and another astral cat. I started petting astral cat again and she woke up and started playing with my hand. This continued in a playful manner until she started getting a little too agressive. I became a little upset and grabbed her and tossed her out this window that isn't here. This took on a dream-like state at this point. I tossed the other cat out the same window. Now the funny part is I didn't open any window and I didn't close one either. I look down and the astral cat's are jumping way up, alternating between the two, (gray and orange) all the way up to the window but can't come in. The drop out the window seemed to be about twenty feet.
There was a bunch more to this segment with me trying to keep the astral cat's from bothering me anymore and even had one of them in my hands bending him around the corner of two walls telling him if he didn't leave me alone I would break his back. He didn't seem to mind and I thought it might be because I can't seeing as he is astral and all...lol...Sorry astral cat...I'll leave you be from now on...
I was back again, from the adventure with the astral cats, in the same sleeping position and hypnagogic.
I felt a shift and the next thing I know I am on a dark street. It is night and there is a strange store with a sign on a very high pole...Higher than most signs...
I see a sprinkler on beside the building and I go over to it. Once I get close enough I feel the water splashing on me. I was ovewhelmed by the joy of the sensation and got right in the middle of it feeling the water hitting me. I became so ecstatic that I began to roll around on the ground and opening my mouth so the water would go in. I thought to myself I hope the police don\'t come or they\'ll lock me up thinking I\'m a nut ball or something. (note to travelers: monitor your thoughts closely while astral) So up pulls a police cruiser and the cop jumps out and starts to run towards me.
I jump up and run putting my hands in the air knowing I can fly away and he will lose his collar...lol...And I start flying through and above some trees successfully evading my would be captor...
I am flying rather erratically. I see the stars and think let\'s really get up there.
I feel as if my energy is low so I as SETH for help. I suddenly jet off way above the town and start heading higher and higher. The lights below are like they look from an airplane. I feel myself moving at a very high velocity. At one point I am looking at my own face like it is in a hazy mirror as I am jetting along. I think to myself that I should go see Dreamgazer. I feel a huge rush and start descending. I land in a most excellent and skillful fashion. I wonder to myseth if this is the right place. I seem to be in a touristy type of town. I go inside a building and there are many shops. I am looking at people and see a woman. I start to ask her if she is Dreamgazer and think better of it. I go around to an empty part of a hallway and start to will Dreamgazer to be there. |
I am back instantly and in the same position. I wonder if I should give it another try and decide to write this all down so I don't lose any details...Ya, like that would be possible...lol...If you started at this post go back two as they are part of the whole...
Some afterthoughts: I took an hour and a half nap yesterday. I felt very confident I would become astral and even reaffirmed to myself how easy and natural it is...
Posted at 05:26 am by
S3TH
