Leaping forward now to 3/17/98...
| Third fully conscious AP |
I recall the ringing in my ears, signaling the arrival of the vibrational state. I invited it to continue and spread. I fell into a light sleep. I had a very realistic dream that seemed very close to waking consciousness. Upon realizing I was in a dream state I shifted to my body. I realized I was in the perfect state for separation. All sense of fear was gone. I just recall the desire to separate.
| I lifted my astral arms up out of my physical arms. Instead of wondering how I would get the rest of the way out, I just naturally grabbed something and pulled the rest of the way out. I seemed to have pulled to the left and kind of rolled out. I remember thinking I must be sticking partway through my trailer wall. I wondered where I should go. I decided to try to go to Saturn. I recall seeing a large amount of space. Stars were everywhere. Then I switched to a pure black scene that felt like a remote view. I was heading towards a spiral galaxy that appeared to be the Milky Way. I recall thinking that now I was back in my body and seeing with just a portion of my consciousness. Then my consciousness returned to my body. I separated again. This time I willed myself in the living room area of the trailer. I thought I would try again to get to Saturn. I remember asking my Spirit Guides to help. I remember getting close and seeing a fuzzy outline of Saturn getting closer. |
I need to remember to ask for "clarity now" next time. I also need to clarify, in my mind, what it is I wish to accomplish. I had many thoughts as to what I could do but I believe my desire should be stronger. I will seek to be with my I am presence next time and seek guidance for my next phase.
There was an overall natural feeling to this experience. I know I must have been trying to hard or over thinking it.